OMG I FIXED IT!!!

I'm alive! and I fixed my tablet with some glue, duct tape and love. It works again! I will start up my sketches again on Monday because I wont be home this weekend though I really don't want to go because it will be very depressing for me.

Today is an exciting day however. Its the 2012 Magic the Gathering draft tournament at Bazinga Comics and my sister Kayla is coming back home from Newfoundland with her fiance Cory and their dog Lady. Im SOOOOOOO excited!!! All of this and I can still barely move from the pain which is spreading to the left side, lower back and right thigh now. I have 3 painkillers left and not sure how I'm gonna survive this weekend and week until my surgery. At lest my work is being understanding and considerate.

I have also made some new friends at Bazinga. I wanna give a shout out to Warren (the owner) for being so awesome and cool, Isaac, Ryan, Jameson, Byran, Zack, Matt, and many more that I have yet to remember names to faces (sorry guys!). Its also gotten me closer with old friends I lost contact with; Bradley, Cynthia and Marie. Isaac and I are becoming really close friends, so if you guys hear me mention him a lot you know why haha. Well off to do some more cleaning before the tournament if I can.

It so nice to be back! Bubyes for now world! Love ya <3

Getting Better!

So decided to test my pain tolerance today by doing some light housework and its going well so far. I finished off the day with more lessons and playing around with minecraft. I was getting frustrated because my builds just aren't working the way I want them to. So yeah.

Might try playing abit of Magicka before bed. Tomorrow will be a very art day. Hoping to get alot of my art work caught up. Tonight will be short so I will see you all tomorrow!

Goodnight world! Love ya <3

R and R

Not much to say. Been doing a lot of resting yesterday and today. Trying to get better so I can go back to work. So far I have lasted the whole day without any painkillers and as long as I take things slow it isnt more then a discomfort then a pain.

I'm sorry for not posting yesterday, but blogger was having maintenance which was scheduled for only an hour and ended up being the whole day . . .

So yeah . . . Not sure if I mentioned before that I have problems speaking Korean or not, but I do. Recently, (thanks to eatyourkimchi.com) I found a website that is helping me which my pronunciation of Korean. He is a really good teacher! There a few rules that I didn't know about from teaching myself that are really helping me understand why Koreans laugh at me when I try to speak their language. Also had another Chinese lesson today. Was short. But the company I am trying to learn it with is introducing me to a new teacher seeing as my original one had to leave because his sister had passed. The one I met today was harsh and had no sense of humor. Class wasn't fun and I don't remember hardly any of it because I became uninterested. Oh well.

Anyways gonna try doing some light housework and see how much I can do without causing pain. Well goodnight world! Love ya <3

Sketch 53 - YAY!

OMG! YAY! lol so I found out today that my symptoms are NOT cancer. However the alternative isn't much better. Oh well. So I have decided on the higher paying job. Although I will still be helping put at night until they can replace me at the job I am at so for a week or so expect some late sketches. Sorry!

What caused this pain I have been having was the birth control pill I was on (Yasmin) I think produced too many hormones causing problems for me. So now the treatment is . . . more birth control! lol however a smaller dose.  

I also wanna give a shout out to my ex husband who is now a father to a healthy baby boy named Evander. Congratulations you two! I hope to see pictures soon.

Anyways up early for interview/paperwork tomorrow so Goodnight world! Love ya <3

Sketch 52 - Eat Your Kimchi!

YAY!!! Finally done. Martina, Simon and Spudgy. Although I still don't like how Spudgy turned out. I'm not very good at drawing animals. Quite proud of this one. Worked on it most of the day while watching their videos. I hope they like it! Finally into 2011 videos I think... Martina likes pink and bacon so I made her a shirt with both. Her shirt says 'Bacon Love' with a heart made of bacon and Simon's shirt is a Shazaam! shirt. I know he has a tattoo but its like 1am and I need to get to bed. Not that I will actually be able to sleep.

I still stand by my vote to abolish guilt trips. I loath them. My family has mastered the art to the point they don't even realize they are doing it anymore. I have a huge decision to make regarding my job, that really should be no decision at all. If I was currently employed anywhere else that I'm not at the moment then everyone would be pushing me forward. Tomorrow I find out (hopefully) exactly whats wrong with me medically and I can go from there. Hopefully the hiring person will give me a bit more time to make said decision. I am in so much pain both in body and mind right now. My side today felt like it was gonna rip open and now my emotions and head feel like exploding into a meltdown of epic proportions. I want to just give up, but I wont and can't.

Time to go attempt to sleep and or just rest. LOL I think my tear ducts actually ran out if that's possible. Nice thing about crying is it reduces stress and is great for your skin. My cheeks are so soft. Anyways . . . Goodnight world! Love ya <3 

Sketch 42 - CHEER

So this is an older animation I did, but I am in too much pain to draw anything tonight. I really need to get to the doctors for that blood work. The pain started today after just walking across town. This really isn't good.

What is good, is the book I recieved for Easter. SO amazing like all Kelley Armstrong's novels. I wish they would go into movie form but they would have to be rated R or I wouldn't watch them.

Anyways time for rest. Goodnight world! Love ya <3

Sketch 37 - What Is Your Wish

Just a random fairy done with a felt tipped ink liner. It was gonna be a possible version of Pipo but desided against it.

My allergies are clearing up for the most part which is awesome. However, my pelvic pains are still really bad. I strained, whatever it is, sorting through my boxes of stuff from when I moved to try and find a few things. I found almost all of what I wanted to find....all but one! and everything I had wanted were all in the boxes at the bottom of the piles... go figure.

In alot of pain so Im heading to bed. Gonna listen to my music collection that I found tonight while I sleep. Goodnight world! Love ya <3

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